Why fresair..???

Why fresair, it's just perfectly all people need..and what i need to change something inside my head :)
Freshair to breathe….to fill this brain again with pure oxygen and make it work properly
A friend of mine, told me why u don’t try to write diary or something similar with it..but I always say, I never try to share my feelings to others, if they see me smile then it means I’m happy but when I begin more quite it means, I don’t wanna talk about it. And it seems to be enough for me..for all this years.
But after I read her posting today, I begin to think..perhaps there’s something wrong inside of me that I should change, now here I am writing something. Pak-I, thanks for introducing me to this blogger..