Brown and dither

I remember what James Gwee said about few characteristic of a ditherer, and I couldn’t deny that some of those could easily found in me. Worries a lot, unsure and afraid in all circumstances, always imagine the worst and trying the best that I could to avoid failure. Always thought that life is all about reducing uncertainty as much as I could. Hence, with this characteristic he put me on a ditherer side.
But some of his words is not quite fit in me, something like thoughts that never satisfied, seldom happy and always complaining. Those later characteristic rather hard to find in me, since I’m kind an easy going person, always put smile on my face, and hide all problems deep inside so no one can sense it. So, what am I know? Still a ditherer, or what?..actually I don’t care too much about this, but there is one of his note that make me curious, he said ditherer always see the ground as the safest place..and ditherer favorite color is brown. It lil bit shocked me up, since I do think that way. I thought the ground is the safest place but I don’t scare of heights either. And one thing for sure is, I really like brown color in all cases. My outfit mostly in brown, stationary, fancy stuffs, everything dominated with brown. But did the color really imply who we really are?
I never expect to be a ditherer, I’d rather become someone who has positive thinkin on everything like Pygmalion. Left the words “what if…” behind and drop all worries away. Would it be a mistake if we try to seek more security? I mean, that will be great if our plans work out well and get the best achievement by reducing any tiny obstacle that might occur in our way. It’s just my thought, or perhaps I’m really a ditherer inside and outside so it flows all over my blood…:)